February 24, 2008

when I thought it was done (getting some thoughts out)

(Just don't read this.)

When can one make an effort to make things better?
When is it truly out of my hands?
How can I balance?
Why do I feel so impelled to continue even considering trying to be a friend?
Why do you feel that way?
Why am I putting myself out there?
What do you see in me that you hate so much?
What can I do to change that?
Do I need to change?
Or is it you that needs to change?
Who am I to judge that?
Why am I so worried about this?
Why is this a problem again, after I thought it was forgotten?
Why can't I DO anything?

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